@sebroche: A little fun at the beach after rock climbing…:)
I won’t be on this account at all from Friday till July 17th…vacayshun wootwoot!
Though it’s prolly not major since I’m never on this account anymore
I am whiskeywings.tumblr.com though if you want to see me as Balthazar again in another rp group. That one I will be checking.
It means that spam anons can suck my dick
if you live in the US and have ever sent a message telling the recipient to kill themselves, you’ve committed the felony of encouraging suicide and, depending on the state’s laws (meaning, what class of felony it is), you could be looking at a fine of $25,000+ and 10+ years in prison, just for encouragement
and if they actually do it, you are legally responsible and, in some states, you can also be charged with manslaughter
do people not realize this or
It’s just plain terrible, but it’s also a crime.
signal boost this please
I need it.
-snickers- lies and blasphemy. Both are sins, you know. -briefly pecks him on the lips- Are you trying to turn me on?
I endeavor to do so. -sways slightly to the beat- It’s a bit of a hobby.
(( Welp, I know I used to be really really really active, ehe, to the point of signing onto my personal maybe once a….month.
Those were the glory days of the roleplay, weren’t they….everyone was on and everyone was active, tinychat and chatango and all.
But then Ammy left, Halley had to focus on schoolwork and computer issues made all of the people I roleplayed with a lot suddenly gone…
I now rp over text with DarkestDean, and that satisfies my need to not be myself for the most part, but I really miss the community that used to be here. I don’t know how much longer I will be updating Stripper!Balth, I may go to another group to try and find another group of people, since I feel this character on here needs his brother to really have the crackle of life that makes me love coming online and becoming him.
To everyone along the way, Fuffy Cas, his first love, Drunk Cas and the dramatic character tension between them, Azzy the precious angel with the secret punch, and especially to my dearest loves, Gabriel the homoerotic cookbook writer and Dean the demon with a soft side a mile wide, I love you all and cannot thank you enough.))
I am aware that I set a timeline for my return and that I have passed it by a long shot, and I feel that my RP partners and anyone that still follows this blog deserve an explanation.
I no longer love this character the way I once did. I no longer love Supernatural, and though I hear he may return even canonGabriel cannot stir up the feelings in my heart that he used to. I loved LitGabe so much - I could connect with him, he was an outlet for some of my more dangerous thoughts and he made my days less boring and more fun. I loved playing him.
But I don’t feel that anymore. I can’t imagine the next chapter in his story, I can’t even channel his voice. And I feel as though to return right now I would be doing a disservice to the character and to the people who want to interact with him. I won’t have this be a chore - there are too many things in life that are awful and horrible and stressful without purposely inflicting that on oneself and while I don’t have the love for him that I used to I certainly don’t want to hate Gabriel.
But, as you have probably noticed I have not deleted this account, moved on or changed the name. So I am going to reacquaint myself with the character and if something really sparks then perhaps LitGabe will be back.
I ask for your understanding and your patience. I still love all of you deeply, and I don’t want to taint that love by forcing myself into a situation that will make me dislike a character that at one point brought so many good things into my life.
((As a way to let everyone know the main reason why I’m no longer on basically 24/7))
I always kicked your ass.
Danced. In the living room. Because we can.
-puts on “Smile” by Uncle Kracker-
You are too cute.
-slides and arm around Dean and takes his hand-